Frenzy- A new skill available for character Q

I have been experimenting in the past few days on doing stuff in a frantic pace and found that I did a lot of work actually. So I guess if I can go on in life in this kind of frenzy I am sure there's a lot that will be done. Unfortunately, I can't keep it up for too long. I think maybe I can do it in 3 hours or so but not really long. I guess successful people are those who can maintain this pace longer than anyone or maybe they were born to have a lot of energy. I always feel sleepy when I just ate and it always makes me slow but if I don't , then I would have no energy. I will everything in my power so that I will metamorph to a successful normal person. I think 25 years of my life have been wasted (well not really 25 years, maybe 10) on trying to be an eccentric but I ended up being a crazy person because I haven't achieved anything significant. So now I am half a decade years old. Time to stop trying to be the 'Special One' and be a 'normal everybody'. I guess people who made some great discoveries must have believed that they will achieve it. In my case, i would have believed I would be discovering something special if the people around me would not critize me so much or that the society around me accepted my behaviour. But alas, it was not to be, it's taking too much toll on me, lots of people have run out of patience on me, their curiosity had changed to annoyance. So until I can cut any dependence on these people I guess I would have to be what a normal person should be which is to act normal.